2 Corinthians 12:9-“My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in your weakness.”
I’m up at 2am thinking on this verse. Thinking on why I have made some of the decisions I have made. I have come to the conclusion I didn’t believe God could ever be enough. I had this view of entering a relationship with God to be constricting, restricting, boring and just not fun. I thought partying, drinking and “doing me” was what was going to make me happy. It was fun, I fit in with the “norm.” But fitting in and had huge consequences and repercussions. I realize God allowed me to be “grown” all to make me see that He was, is and always will be enough. The closer I get to God, the more I see that He is a listener, He has awesome wisdom, He laughs and has a sense of humor, He comforts me and has counted every tear and when I’m off the hook, He will not hesitate to set me straight and keep it 100. The more I walk with Him, when trouble comes, I am more inclined to stay with Him and not fall into my flesh and do what it wants and what other folks want. Yes, I’m still a work in progress, (temptation can be a hot mess!), but I am stronger every day because of God’s strength being made perfect in my weak areas. God has become my best friend and confidant. Not only do I have faith, but I’m starting to trust Him more. I like this new direction my life is going in. Thank You God, for being my everything.